well..hmm...yesterday afternoon, VJ soccer played w RJ soccer in the semi-finals...and after 90 + 20 mins...we ended up with 1:1...then in the penalty round...we lost....
I kept praying during e penalty round..and every time our soccer player standed on the field and prepared to kick the ball...I really dared not to open my eyes! I don want my bad luck to affect any of the team members...hehe, but still no use...in the end VJ soccer had no chance to be in the final round...and I juz kept crying and crying...luckily han xiao jie is with me, she hugged me! but later both of us juz couldnt control ourselves....then we cried 2gether...
Once a Vicotirian, Always a Victorian!!
hehe..then han xiao jie and me went to bugis, shopping! I bought a new pencil case, a new wallet, some stuff for my trip etc....don noe why...I juz realized that when I feel sad or upset, spending money is gd thing to cheer myself up! the feeling is...well....painful but cool!
hmm...Havent recovered from the sad things yet...juz heard from last Chinese soc exco members saying tt...the positions were pre-decided already...so in this sense the "speech" is juz a li xing gong shi, no matter what the results show, the final decision wont change....this is...this is....TOTALLY no sense!...well.... I previously liked this CCA coz I can always find frenz in common, and I feel like as long as I am in Chinese society, I will feel the sense of HOME....its different from my real home, which is so far away from Singapore, this is what I found I belong to.....but after all these, I suddenly realized that this sense is no longer with me....I don feel like contributing any more, I feel that no matter what I do, I will be ignored, or even be hated by someone else coz they believe that they can replace me and do it!
nvm nvm.... I think I should really consider all my gd frenz's suggestions..haha, thank you M.Y., H.X., X.J., C.Q., and Han Xiao jie....without all of you, I will juz hide in a corner and dare not to stand out again...yup yup, life is full of ups and downs...but life is life, it still goes on... and we will only live once...so try not to live on the past...but look ahead!
To vj soccer players: I am so pround of you all! Really really well done! We truly deserve e champion, but at times life may be unfair....you all are always the heroes in our hearts! and we will bring back the champion one day!!
To all ppl who care abt me and whom I care abt: really thank all of you for always supporting me! Don worry abt me le, I am not the one who can be easily da bai...any difficulties are juz the beginnings of another huge success! Lets all strive 2gether! u noe...its all ur encouragements that make me feel I am important to you all as well!
To me: I remembered one sentence from Spiderman III which I think I will remember it for ever...---- "Its the choices that define who are we, and we can always choose to do the right thing"...well, its time to make the correct choice...and I will continue doing the right thing! that is...to discover my full potential...and do sth. for others, help them...and pursuing my own happiness..
well...quite late liao.. cya!
About Me
- The Pursuit of Happiness
- I am a typical Aries! Like to smile and to be cheerful.. always try my very best to achieve my goals! like to make friends -- friends are the most important element in my life...(yup, so far its true!) Like to encourage others to move on, like to help others, (and I do believe tt that is how one can find his or her true value...)I ENJOY playing the piano, and can juz play anything with both hands after I hear any piece of music, this is really sth. I am very proud of..and I listen to music whenever its possible..hmm.. sometimes I am a little bit sensitive, and often think over things so much tt I am afraid to move forward..but..life is full of opportunities and challenges, so juz try my best and find out what is the meaning of life..I am always pursuing happiness..
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