These days!

haha..holidays finally started~ Well...had quite a happy mood for this holiday..hmm...received the econs test result last Friday, and its a pretty gd score~ haha..so finally found sum confidence in doing econs! and Mrs Chua told me tt econs H3 will start in term 3, and whether can get it or not depends lots on mid-yr results! ...so better prepare to read lots of econs and memorize them during the holidays, and do well in mid-yr~

and last Sat. went to watch Pirates~ A super cool movie! and quite long as well....haha, but its nice!! although the ending is quite sad, but I think its e best than any other endings that I can think of...well... shared lots of things with M.Y., haha...like this sentence a lot -- "Things will work out somehow", yup yup...dare to face any difficulties, coz no matter what happens, things will only become better and better as long as we ourselves dont give up in the first place!~ haha.. how is the book? interesting to read rite rite?

and this Sun.... was the zao bao outing! wow! Swensen's food is nice! haha! saw lots of frendz...My dear buddy X.P., haha...she was now quite under stress, yeah lor..."O" level mah...haha..but dont worry lah...U surely can make it de!!! hehe, also mix w other frendz...C.Q., Q.T., N.S...and Z.N. as well...hmm...he was late for the lunch..so by the time he came, we were already finished ordering...hehe, so he looked a bit isolated...well...then he juz talked to me as per normal, like juz anyhow said sth. abt life and things, talked abt things which make him very bu shuang....hehe, so seems that things are getting better...

then after the lunch, the other frenz wanna go to Esplanade and walk!! haha...I din feel like going there loh......so C.Q., Z.N., and I went to Suntec, and wandered around...well, Z.N. walked on my left side, C.Q. on my right side...so on my left hand side, is my previous best friend, then on my rite side, is my current good friend..what a wierd combination!! then these 2 guys like dint talk to each other too much...then I felt like we three are like a "burger", and I was in the middle!! don noe which side to talk lah~ so I juz kept silent, gave them the sense tt I was kinda shopping around~ later C.Q. need to go back home liao..then juz b4 he went away, he told me to talk with Z.N. more lah, coz its the only way that we can solve all those probs...then I said I will try...then after C.Q. went away, we wanna go back as well....so on the way back, Z.N. like never stopped talking loh, talked abt his councillor life, talked abt his coming camp, his trip back to China...and his new frenz also~ well...He did say tt he got new frenz in sch., and I said thats good, at least he was not alone loh...

so in this whole conversation, I was juz like a listener...then in the end, finally I got some chance to say sth. lah...then tried to talk abt the prob btw the two of us, and wanna hear his reply...but but... don noe why...I didnt say tt out..juz afraid tt after I talked abt this, the atmosphere would change! so in the end, I still didnt say anything....but at least I felt better, at least I had the sense tt..hmm..well, although no sms, no calls, no replies etc....but when we meet, Z.N. still wanna share things w me...and this made me feel that I still hav a great meaning for him..well, thats gd enuf, isnt it??

haha..hmm...still feel that there are sum gaps in btw..but but...frendz are frendz, and things will finally work out~

gonna pack things tmw...U.S...I am looking forward to this trip!