hehe

haha..juz realized that this blog is dying..haha..thx to MY's reminding!

hmm..how to say..my problem is finally solved and luckily that friendship can always find its way back to me...ZN and I after meeting went to watch movie, the Simpsons is soo funny! Well.. I think I really enjoy watching cartoons, watching these kind of movies will always make me relax! hahaz..so this time ZN and I talked a lot, but not any serious matters..well..I believe this thing no need to say it out le bah..juz let it go..and true frends no need to act so seriously bah...and wats more important is..after such a long time of mental struggle...I finally know my stand, and this will never change again...

So feel much better now...I think wat MY said is really true!! "Things will work out somehow.." Really appreciate his encouragement..It actually made a difference!

hehe..abt the problems that we might encounter about friendship rite...there is always a solution to that...Sometimes its because the change of ur own mindset, sometimes its the change in the other person's behaviour..but no matter which way...both sides will finally be happy..

Its really meaningful to have all these frendz around...yup....Friends are like stars, thou we dont always see them, we know they are always there....

True friends are never apart, maybe in distance, but not in heart.

Back to normal life... H3 maths starts next week, CCA busy busy...PW and all those academic work...
Hehe...after all these things, I can finally concentrate on what is important to me now...well..Life is always full of new situations..juz be ready to accept anything and try our very best to fulfill our goals...We wont be a loser, but a learner..

Jiayous!

Lyrics

<孤单心事〉

雨下在我窗前
玻璃也在留眼泪
街上的人都看起来
比我幸福一点

寂寞来自夜
还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天
我常常会梦见

我猜不到
你真正的感觉
思念变成
脸上的黑眼圈

有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想
我们之间的永远

爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一颗向日葵
在夜里默默地坚持

爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

我在你的心里
有没有一点特别
就怕你种种没发现
我还在你身边...

it has been a million years

well..seems tt I havent updated this blog for abt half a month alr...

hmm....quite busy...and maybe its post-exam period...
then feel like I still havent tried my very best to do things...and now no mood to tell about other things liao...so juz concentrate on my studies to prevent myself from thinking abt other things..
maybe now its time to hurry up and work harder and harder..

so....these days quite productive!!!

feel really busy...ahh!! maybe after this week....I will be freer...??

放心去飞，勇敢地去追，追以前我们未完成的梦...

Busy

This week will be a busy week..

woohoo! chem also got A.. 85/100! I am enrolled in chem olympiad training starting this week onwards...

Heard tt 80% of the cohort failed econs..
ehh...

Sum results

well...the results are a bit unexpected...

hahaz...

Maths got 99/100... I was totally shocked by this, so did all my other classmates..I never expected to get such a high mark, especially for mid-years..and now when I walk around in sch, there are always ppl saying congrats to me...ahh..Never had such a gd feeling b4...well..this might be an incentive for me...but I also feel nervous....wat if I dont do well in promos???..


Physics got 88/100...I expected to get 80 plus, but the results turned to be better..haha!


so far 2 As already...meet my target~ :D


2day saw Mr Lim, asked him abt my chem, he said I should get an A, but he forgot my mark..haha..if I got A for chem, then all the 3 science subjects, 3 As....expectation fulfilled!


well... let's imagine... maths 99, physics 88, chem 77...(possible.)...then econs 66 and GP 55....this sequence is nice!! haha..if I really can get 66 for econs, and 55 for GP, or the other way around... I will be very very very happy....but I noe that is not possible at all...ahh...


so juz hope that at least one of the humanity subjects can pass...at least ONE....


Considering taking maths H3 now..but sooo many ppl are taking it...should I join the majority? but if I dont, isnt it a waste?


Gd luck to everybody~


p.s.: Getting my determination back..! I am certainly not the smartest student, but I will work harder and harder..
p.s.p.s.: quoted from Tian Long's blog..(hahaz..hopefully he didnt notice this..)
.....梦想没有终点,只有不断坚持.....

After exams

I almost went outing everyday...hahaz...after exams, life is really much much better~

well...these days, I have experienced an emotional change...haha, thanks to C.Q., I feel better and better, and also thanks to his support for whatever decision I made..and I think I will never regret my choice...

Z.N. said tt he is always inspired by my great determination to success no matter how hard it is, but it seems tt he couldnt find this on me anymore..he said maybe I feel like there are soo many excellent students around both of us, and they study so well, and so competitive..and seems tt we will never catch up with them...all of them make me feel depressed...well..this is quite true..but I know one thing for sure..that is...I will never lose~ gonna find my determination back!

Today started doing tutorials, reading notes etc...and gonna start prepare TOEFL and SAT pretty soon...there is not enuf time to slack anymore..I think for the next few months, I will work harder~

mid-yr results are going to release soon....nervous~

finished reading a novel yesterday, and the following conversations made me feel touched:
"Have u told u abt the tension of opposites?"

"The tension of opposites?"

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do onething, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted......A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."

"Sounds like a wrestling match"

"A wrestling match...Yes! U could describe life that way."

"hmm..So which side wins?"

"Love wins.. Love always wins."

haha...so love is the only rational act? Maybe...