Gd news for 2day! haha...called Z.N abt sum reminders...and first time ever since this month..he started talking in Chinese w me, and with quite a good mood! haha...unbelievable! so he hoped tt I could enjoy the trip, and asked me to buy sum gifts for him lah..hmm...actually, there were more things tt I wanna talk with him..but no time liao...he was in a hurry...okay lah..he is gonna leave for China on the 2nd of June..so wont be able to see him until late June loh..haha..but its not a bad thing, isnt it? Let him go back and mug for exams, and I will stay here, study as well!! haha..luckily, I wont feel so lonely lah...hope tt after he comes back, everything will be normal...wish tt the friendship will last for a long time to come~
haha...actually there are a lot more things to write, abt things happened yesterday..but don feel like typing liao...anyways..dont think anybody will be interested in reading those... :D I will juz keep all these~!
the flight is at 9:15..but I am supposed to be at the airport by 630..haha..cant wait liao....don wanna sleep now...I think I will juz watch movies, and have a nap, maybe??
Soooo exciting!!
hmm....juz hope tt all my frendz will enjoy the holidays, muz take a gd rest!!! and dont miss me hor! coz I will be back soon!!
but I will surely miss all of u....so how??? haha...I have brought all ur photos with me, so in case I couldnt sleep in U.S., I will see all ur photos and hopefully will fall asleep soon!
well..why felt a bit sad now???? hehe....this might be the last entry b4 I go for the trip liao...wont update any more entries until 8th of June...hehe.. so cyaz!
What makes u happy 2day? An unexpected warm message from a faraway friend, a normal call from a long lost treasured friend, a cup of bubble tea shared with dear buddy, or juz a simple hug?
谢谢你们一直陪在我左右..朋友是一辈子的~
Summer, 一路平安...
About Me
- The Pursuit of Happiness
- I am a typical Aries! Like to smile and to be cheerful.. always try my very best to achieve my goals! like to make friends -- friends are the most important element in my life...(yup, so far its true!) Like to encourage others to move on, like to help others, (and I do believe tt that is how one can find his or her true value...)I ENJOY playing the piano, and can juz play anything with both hands after I hear any piece of music, this is really sth. I am very proud of..and I listen to music whenever its possible..hmm.. sometimes I am a little bit sensitive, and often think over things so much tt I am afraid to move forward..but..life is full of opportunities and challenges, so juz try my best and find out what is the meaning of life..I am always pursuing happiness..
Wednesday, 30 May 2007
Monday, 28 May 2007
These days!
haha..holidays finally started~ Well...had quite a happy mood for this holiday..hmm...received the econs test result last Friday, and its a pretty gd score~ haha..so finally found sum confidence in doing econs! and Mrs Chua told me tt econs H3 will start in term 3, and whether can get it or not depends lots on mid-yr results! ...so better prepare to read lots of econs and memorize them during the holidays, and do well in mid-yr~
and last Sat. went to watch Pirates~ A super cool movie! and quite long as well....haha, but its nice!! although the ending is quite sad, but I think its e best than any other endings that I can think of...well... shared lots of things with M.Y., haha...like this sentence a lot -- "Things will work out somehow", yup yup...dare to face any difficulties, coz no matter what happens, things will only become better and better as long as we ourselves dont give up in the first place!~ haha.. how is the book? interesting to read rite rite?
and this Sun.... was the zao bao outing! wow! Swensen's food is nice! haha! saw lots of frendz...My dear buddy X.P., haha...she was now quite under stress, yeah lor..."O" level mah...haha..but dont worry lah...U surely can make it de!!! hehe, also mix w other frendz...C.Q., Q.T., N.S...and Z.N. as well...hmm...he was late for the lunch..so by the time he came, we were already finished ordering...hehe, so he looked a bit isolated...well...then he juz talked to me as per normal, like juz anyhow said sth. abt life and things, talked abt things which make him very bu shuang....hehe, so seems that things are getting better...
then after the lunch, the other frenz wanna go to Esplanade and walk!! haha...I din feel like going there loh......so C.Q., Z.N., and I went to Suntec, and wandered around...well, Z.N. walked on my left side, C.Q. on my right side...so on my left hand side, is my previous best friend, then on my rite side, is my current good friend..what a wierd combination!! then these 2 guys like dint talk to each other too much...then I felt like we three are like a "burger", and I was in the middle!! don noe which side to talk lah~ so I juz kept silent, gave them the sense tt I was kinda shopping around~ later C.Q. need to go back home liao..then juz b4 he went away, he told me to talk with Z.N. more lah, coz its the only way that we can solve all those probs...then I said I will try...then after C.Q. went away, we wanna go back as well....so on the way back, Z.N. like never stopped talking loh, talked abt his councillor life, talked abt his coming camp, his trip back to China...and his new frenz also~ well...He did say tt he got new frenz in sch., and I said thats good, at least he was not alone loh...
so in this whole conversation, I was juz like a listener...then in the end, finally I got some chance to say sth. lah...then tried to talk abt the prob btw the two of us, and wanna hear his reply...but but... don noe why...I didnt say tt out..juz afraid tt after I talked abt this, the atmosphere would change! so in the end, I still didnt say anything....but at least I felt better, at least I had the sense tt..hmm..well, although no sms, no calls, no replies etc....but when we meet, Z.N. still wanna share things w me...and this made me feel that I still hav a great meaning for him..well, thats gd enuf, isnt it??
haha..hmm...still feel that there are sum gaps in btw..but but...frendz are frendz, and things will finally work out~
gonna pack things tmw...U.S...I am looking forward to this trip!
and last Sat. went to watch Pirates~ A super cool movie! and quite long as well....haha, but its nice!! although the ending is quite sad, but I think its e best than any other endings that I can think of...well... shared lots of things with M.Y., haha...like this sentence a lot -- "Things will work out somehow", yup yup...dare to face any difficulties, coz no matter what happens, things will only become better and better as long as we ourselves dont give up in the first place!~ haha.. how is the book? interesting to read rite rite?
and this Sun.... was the zao bao outing! wow! Swensen's food is nice! haha! saw lots of frendz...My dear buddy X.P., haha...she was now quite under stress, yeah lor..."O" level mah...haha..but dont worry lah...U surely can make it de!!! hehe, also mix w other frendz...C.Q., Q.T., N.S...and Z.N. as well...hmm...he was late for the lunch..so by the time he came, we were already finished ordering...hehe, so he looked a bit isolated...well...then he juz talked to me as per normal, like juz anyhow said sth. abt life and things, talked abt things which make him very bu shuang....hehe, so seems that things are getting better...
then after the lunch, the other frenz wanna go to Esplanade and walk!! haha...I din feel like going there loh......so C.Q., Z.N., and I went to Suntec, and wandered around...well, Z.N. walked on my left side, C.Q. on my right side...so on my left hand side, is my previous best friend, then on my rite side, is my current good friend..what a wierd combination!! then these 2 guys like dint talk to each other too much...then I felt like we three are like a "burger", and I was in the middle!! don noe which side to talk lah~ so I juz kept silent, gave them the sense tt I was kinda shopping around~ later C.Q. need to go back home liao..then juz b4 he went away, he told me to talk with Z.N. more lah, coz its the only way that we can solve all those probs...then I said I will try...then after C.Q. went away, we wanna go back as well....so on the way back, Z.N. like never stopped talking loh, talked abt his councillor life, talked abt his coming camp, his trip back to China...and his new frenz also~ well...He did say tt he got new frenz in sch., and I said thats good, at least he was not alone loh...
so in this whole conversation, I was juz like a listener...then in the end, finally I got some chance to say sth. lah...then tried to talk abt the prob btw the two of us, and wanna hear his reply...but but... don noe why...I didnt say tt out..juz afraid tt after I talked abt this, the atmosphere would change! so in the end, I still didnt say anything....but at least I felt better, at least I had the sense tt..hmm..well, although no sms, no calls, no replies etc....but when we meet, Z.N. still wanna share things w me...and this made me feel that I still hav a great meaning for him..well, thats gd enuf, isnt it??
haha..hmm...still feel that there are sum gaps in btw..but but...frendz are frendz, and things will finally work out~
gonna pack things tmw...U.S...I am looking forward to this trip!
Friday, 25 May 2007
Soccer + Friends + Movie
[OUR SOCCER TEAM! We were singing the sch. anthem 2gether!!]Well..yesterday was a fun day~ hehe..in the afternoon went to watch soccer: VJ -- SAJC, for 3rd and 4th places. hehe...I believe tt this match was actually our soccer boys' best performance!! Not bad not bad 2 --1..Justin & Redzuan, Good Try!!! hmm... I only started to watch every soccer match this yr, 2gether with Han Xiao jie... and I found tt after so many matches, I juz unconsciously developed a strong sense of being proud of VJ soccer, no matter whats the result of the game~ they tried their best, and they deserved the loudest cheer...well...not only cheer, but also all the other things!! don noe how 2 say..its juz I am sooooo proud of being an Victorian! Victoria we give to u the honour that you claim!!
this yr, we didnt win the champion..but..but...next yr!! next yr, the champion will be ours!!
hmm....saw Z.N., cheering as a councillor for rj's soccer finals..hehe...wat s surprise?? rj was the champion!! its their first time to be in the semi-finals as well as in the finals...well, Z.N. saw me, and said "hello" to me...and that was the only word he said!! hehe..despite the happiness over the coming holidays, I always feel depressed these days whenever I think of Z.N.... hmm...2day talked w han xiao jie abt this..she said tt...well....if we are really gd frendz, we wont juz be separated by all the distance...and if we are really best frendz...Z.N. wont do this to me, for reason being he is sooooo busy....hehe...I am still thinking abt it...well... maybe its time for both of us to relax and find sum way out...hmm....and I am not the type of person which will only live depend on any single person..and I have other gd frendz as well!!! hehe, its juz a matter of time...and I think maybe he needs to think abt it and at least say sth. more to make me never feel depressed again...should give him this trust!
Don wanna talk abt this troublesome thing any more!! Holidays are coming!!! I can feel it!!
so yesterday after i came back...called my parents, told me abt the U.S. trip, oh yah..forgot to mention, my U.S. visa is finally done! Hooray!! and juz after all these things...I wanna watch movies! haha..thanks to T.L., who helped me burn the CD of The Pursuit of Happiness
hmm....juz rmbr one sentence in the movie, saying sth. like we wont get happiness if we dont in the first place start to PURSUE it....whenever the case, juz dont give up.. hehe..a nice movie to watch!! and I will surely watch it again and again whenever I feel sad...
so this Friday is for shopping!!, Sat. will watch Pirates!!!
sigh...whenever I think of mid-yr exams, I am so scared...don noe whether can meet my targets or not..but I will try it~
haha...began to use Friendster yesterday! wow! quite cool~
so week 10 is going to end very very very soon... lets count down it..and get ready for the holidays!
有些故事,还没讲完,那就算了吧.
那些心情,在岁月中,已经难辨真假.
Sunday, 20 May 2007
well...
hmm...2day woke up at 6 a.m.!! then went to Toa Payoh sports hall for the Lian He Zao Bao national table tennis competition...I am kind of one of the organizers there..and I am the usher I/C..well, this is not an easy task...so many VIPs! but luckily I did it quite well~ Our editor in charge wanna thank all the exco members for putting so many efforts in making this event succesful...so she will give all of us a treat next Sun...woohoo! not bad not bad...
hehe...met many many frenz 2day...and all of them chatted w me, and I soon found out tt chatting makes me feel relieved! hehe...C.Q. is really a nice friend, 2day originally I was quite quiet, actually didnt feel like talking...but later he sat by my side, and told me tt if I didnt take the initiative to talk, I wouldnt help myself get out of all the bad things! hehe...so I listened to his advice, and started to smile and mix with all the new frenz...then felt really refreshed!
well...after the event has ended, things started to become a bit worse...hmm..how 2 say....Z.N. was really tired, and I really don noe why...he looked very angry and disappointed, I wanna talk with him and give him sum encouragement..but Z.N.'s face told me tt he might be juz angry at me!! or am I over-sensitive again???? hehe..but I really don noe wats going wrong! hmm..well... maybe he is sooo busy...and anything unhappy will make him feel very depressed..maybe?? I am not tt sure..sigh... why is there always sth. wrong??? well.. I treat him as my best best best friend, feel like calling him whenever I feel sad..but things gradually changed since this yr...hmm..juz feel tt he is so obsessed w all the councillor stuff tt he don have any time to talk or encourage others, even his best friends lol....or maybe I am juz one of his good friendz, and he needs to be fair... hehe...anyways... no matter wat happens btw the two of us, one thing for sure~ Z.N. is still my gd friend, and I need to understand him b4 I demand him to understand me...for the sake of friendship, I should put others b4 me...and think abt what they will be thinking, instead of being sooo selfish...
things will work out somehow...its juz a matter of time~
hmm...yesterdays chatted w M.Y abt the things happening around us these days...seems that he is also quite disappointed abt those unhappy things lol....well...prehaps, a leader is different from a member mostly by the fact tt he needs to take more responsibility..sometimes normal ppl are not tt responsible for wat they have said...and this maybe a great hurt to the others as well~ but but....great leadership wont be so easy to build up, it takes time...and maybe some euduring experiences as well~ all these are the process of learning...well...u didnt do anything wrong, maybe next time when its urgent to make decision, juz try to think abt others a bit more, maybe explain to them as well...and the things will be more smooth~ haha...
hmm..juz came back from the call... C.Q. called me, saying tt he felt there was a "cold war" btw Z.N. and I.. haha...feel touching!! he told me not to worry....friendship wont be such a weak thing to break down....haha...yup yup..feel so warm after hearing all these...!!
whats the meaning of friendship? its juz to have someone listen to u by ur side, and let u noe tt you are not alone...haha, so three cheers, three cheers, and three cheers for FRIENDSHIP!
so here is all the emo changes of mine for 2day...well....not tt drastic, but I think 2day's experience really made me more mature~
Stronger than yesterday~
hehe...met many many frenz 2day...and all of them chatted w me, and I soon found out tt chatting makes me feel relieved! hehe...C.Q. is really a nice friend, 2day originally I was quite quiet, actually didnt feel like talking...but later he sat by my side, and told me tt if I didnt take the initiative to talk, I wouldnt help myself get out of all the bad things! hehe...so I listened to his advice, and started to smile and mix with all the new frenz...then felt really refreshed!
well...after the event has ended, things started to become a bit worse...hmm..how 2 say....Z.N. was really tired, and I really don noe why...he looked very angry and disappointed, I wanna talk with him and give him sum encouragement..but Z.N.'s face told me tt he might be juz angry at me!! or am I over-sensitive again???? hehe..but I really don noe wats going wrong! hmm..well... maybe he is sooo busy...and anything unhappy will make him feel very depressed..maybe?? I am not tt sure..sigh... why is there always sth. wrong??? well.. I treat him as my best best best friend, feel like calling him whenever I feel sad..but things gradually changed since this yr...hmm..juz feel tt he is so obsessed w all the councillor stuff tt he don have any time to talk or encourage others, even his best friends lol....or maybe I am juz one of his good friendz, and he needs to be fair... hehe...anyways... no matter wat happens btw the two of us, one thing for sure~ Z.N. is still my gd friend, and I need to understand him b4 I demand him to understand me...for the sake of friendship, I should put others b4 me...and think abt what they will be thinking, instead of being sooo selfish...
things will work out somehow...its juz a matter of time~
hmm...yesterdays chatted w M.Y abt the things happening around us these days...seems that he is also quite disappointed abt those unhappy things lol....well...prehaps, a leader is different from a member mostly by the fact tt he needs to take more responsibility..sometimes normal ppl are not tt responsible for wat they have said...and this maybe a great hurt to the others as well~ but but....great leadership wont be so easy to build up, it takes time...and maybe some euduring experiences as well~ all these are the process of learning...well...u didnt do anything wrong, maybe next time when its urgent to make decision, juz try to think abt others a bit more, maybe explain to them as well...and the things will be more smooth~ haha...
hmm..juz came back from the call... C.Q. called me, saying tt he felt there was a "cold war" btw Z.N. and I.. haha...feel touching!! he told me not to worry....friendship wont be such a weak thing to break down....haha...yup yup..feel so warm after hearing all these...!!
whats the meaning of friendship? its juz to have someone listen to u by ur side, and let u noe tt you are not alone...haha, so three cheers, three cheers, and three cheers for FRIENDSHIP!
so here is all the emo changes of mine for 2day...well....not tt drastic, but I think 2day's experience really made me more mature~
Stronger than yesterday~
Saturday, 19 May 2007
soccer match
well..hmm...yesterday afternoon, VJ soccer played w RJ soccer in the semi-finals...and after 90 + 20 mins...we ended up with 1:1...then in the penalty round...we lost....
I kept praying during e penalty round..and every time our soccer player standed on the field and prepared to kick the ball...I really dared not to open my eyes! I don want my bad luck to affect any of the team members...hehe, but still no use...in the end VJ soccer had no chance to be in the final round...and I juz kept crying and crying...luckily han xiao jie is with me, she hugged me! but later both of us juz couldnt control ourselves....then we cried 2gether...
Once a Vicotirian, Always a Victorian!!
hehe..then han xiao jie and me went to bugis, shopping! I bought a new pencil case, a new wallet, some stuff for my trip etc....don noe why...I juz realized that when I feel sad or upset, spending money is gd thing to cheer myself up! the feeling is...well....painful but cool!
hmm...Havent recovered from the sad things yet...juz heard from last Chinese soc exco members saying tt...the positions were pre-decided already...so in this sense the "speech" is juz a li xing gong shi, no matter what the results show, the final decision wont change....this is...this is....TOTALLY no sense!...well.... I previously liked this CCA coz I can always find frenz in common, and I feel like as long as I am in Chinese society, I will feel the sense of HOME....its different from my real home, which is so far away from Singapore, this is what I found I belong to.....but after all these, I suddenly realized that this sense is no longer with me....I don feel like contributing any more, I feel that no matter what I do, I will be ignored, or even be hated by someone else coz they believe that they can replace me and do it!
nvm nvm.... I think I should really consider all my gd frenz's suggestions..haha, thank you M.Y., H.X., X.J., C.Q., and Han Xiao jie....without all of you, I will juz hide in a corner and dare not to stand out again...yup yup, life is full of ups and downs...but life is life, it still goes on... and we will only live once...so try not to live on the past...but look ahead!
To vj soccer players: I am so pround of you all! Really really well done! We truly deserve e champion, but at times life may be unfair....you all are always the heroes in our hearts! and we will bring back the champion one day!!
To all ppl who care abt me and whom I care abt: really thank all of you for always supporting me! Don worry abt me le, I am not the one who can be easily da bai...any difficulties are juz the beginnings of another huge success! Lets all strive 2gether! u noe...its all ur encouragements that make me feel I am important to you all as well!
To me: I remembered one sentence from Spiderman III which I think I will remember it for ever...---- "Its the choices that define who are we, and we can always choose to do the right thing"...well, its time to make the correct choice...and I will continue doing the right thing! that is...to discover my full potential...and do sth. for others, help them...and pursuing my own happiness..
well...quite late liao.. cya!
I kept praying during e penalty round..and every time our soccer player standed on the field and prepared to kick the ball...I really dared not to open my eyes! I don want my bad luck to affect any of the team members...hehe, but still no use...in the end VJ soccer had no chance to be in the final round...and I juz kept crying and crying...luckily han xiao jie is with me, she hugged me! but later both of us juz couldnt control ourselves....then we cried 2gether...
Once a Vicotirian, Always a Victorian!!
hehe..then han xiao jie and me went to bugis, shopping! I bought a new pencil case, a new wallet, some stuff for my trip etc....don noe why...I juz realized that when I feel sad or upset, spending money is gd thing to cheer myself up! the feeling is...well....painful but cool!
hmm...Havent recovered from the sad things yet...juz heard from last Chinese soc exco members saying tt...the positions were pre-decided already...so in this sense the "speech" is juz a li xing gong shi, no matter what the results show, the final decision wont change....this is...this is....TOTALLY no sense!...well.... I previously liked this CCA coz I can always find frenz in common, and I feel like as long as I am in Chinese society, I will feel the sense of HOME....its different from my real home, which is so far away from Singapore, this is what I found I belong to.....but after all these, I suddenly realized that this sense is no longer with me....I don feel like contributing any more, I feel that no matter what I do, I will be ignored, or even be hated by someone else coz they believe that they can replace me and do it!
nvm nvm.... I think I should really consider all my gd frenz's suggestions..haha, thank you M.Y., H.X., X.J., C.Q., and Han Xiao jie....without all of you, I will juz hide in a corner and dare not to stand out again...yup yup, life is full of ups and downs...but life is life, it still goes on... and we will only live once...so try not to live on the past...but look ahead!
To vj soccer players: I am so pround of you all! Really really well done! We truly deserve e champion, but at times life may be unfair....you all are always the heroes in our hearts! and we will bring back the champion one day!!
To all ppl who care abt me and whom I care abt: really thank all of you for always supporting me! Don worry abt me le, I am not the one who can be easily da bai...any difficulties are juz the beginnings of another huge success! Lets all strive 2gether! u noe...its all ur encouragements that make me feel I am important to you all as well!
To me: I remembered one sentence from Spiderman III which I think I will remember it for ever...---- "Its the choices that define who are we, and we can always choose to do the right thing"...well, its time to make the correct choice...and I will continue doing the right thing! that is...to discover my full potential...and do sth. for others, help them...and pursuing my own happiness..
well...quite late liao.. cya!
Thursday, 17 May 2007
It hurts
I didnt get it... the vice precident chosen was not any one among the 8 nominees...what a huge "SURPRISE"???
I really don noe what is happening 2day...everything run so smoothly..both my juniors and seniors were cheering for me! and I was soooo confident....
well...juz like last time the SYF thing...the more hope I have, the more depressed I will later become...
never mind lah... at least I tried my best.........
but it hurts!!! it badly hurts!!!!!!! and feeling soooo empty in my heart...
its not sad, its not disapplinted...its juz empty...
considering changing some of my charactors....I think there muz be sth. wrong with myself...I can not be soooo confident! I don have anything to make me proud of myself..
I really don noe what is happening 2day...everything run so smoothly..both my juniors and seniors were cheering for me! and I was soooo confident....
well...juz like last time the SYF thing...the more hope I have, the more depressed I will later become...
never mind lah... at least I tried my best.........
but it hurts!!! it badly hurts!!!!!!! and feeling soooo empty in my heart...
its not sad, its not disapplinted...its juz empty...
considering changing some of my charactors....I think there muz be sth. wrong with myself...I can not be soooo confident! I don have anything to make me proud of myself..
these days!
haha..received comments for GPP from Miss Ding yesterday..its our first draft! and Miss Ding said that so far our group has the best GPP draft!! haha!!! she said the draft is very well organized, and focused as well! and with clear objectives and aims to achieve, and detailed explanations and description! there would be some minor refinement to make our events more creative! yup yup...not bad not bad! we are on the right track~
so yesterday immediately after sch., han xiao and I went to watch Spider Man III at Marina Square! woohoo! Finally! We planned it for so long..and finally we watched it and felt so satisfied!...some frenz said its not that good, while others recommended me to watch the movie, haha..but I would only comment on it after I watched it! and the conclusion is ....the movie is real nice!! I like the storyline a lot..Actually I don like to watch action movies, coz I juz don like to see ppl fight with each other, and in the end, always be the same result...but I found this storyline good, coz the fightings are not that long, and different ppl, separate stories gradually combined 2gether, clearer and clearer, and finally the greatest strike! Cool!! Then han xiao jie and I went shopping! haha
so next week I will start working as an EXCO member: Awareness and Welfare Education officer for PAWS..haha...so exciting abt that!
hmm...actually now I am juz typing at the com lab, and waiting for giving a speech later...I am running for the vice precident for Chinese Society...hehe, 8 ppl competed for the same position, so competitive! but maybe this is the right environment, coz it helps me realize I need to do sth. innovative, and I must let the voters trust me and vote me in! anyways...no matter the results, as long as I try my best, i wont regret...life is full of challenges...haha, happiness and sadness 2gether...but what matters is I keep pursuing happiness~
yesterday when He Xuan tried to encourage me, and wished me all the best for 2day's speech..she told me sth. which I never realized..haha, she said that "you noe, Jin Zheng! there is a particular charactor which makes us love you! You always make people who talk with or work with you feel that they are important...and this feeling is not fake u know, this is ur true charactor...you make us feel we are important, and we trust u! and u are always a great friend to talk with! We trust you already, so now you must trust yourself! Go for it!"
haha...that was really touching! All the best for me! and Good luck as well!
Week 9 is going to end! woohoo!
Pirates will be shown on 24th of May...and will watch it soon! and Silicon Valley trip is not far away either! haha, in my life there are always good things to expect!
so yesterday immediately after sch., han xiao and I went to watch Spider Man III at Marina Square! woohoo! Finally! We planned it for so long..and finally we watched it and felt so satisfied!...some frenz said its not that good, while others recommended me to watch the movie, haha..but I would only comment on it after I watched it! and the conclusion is ....the movie is real nice!! I like the storyline a lot..Actually I don like to watch action movies, coz I juz don like to see ppl fight with each other, and in the end, always be the same result...but I found this storyline good, coz the fightings are not that long, and different ppl, separate stories gradually combined 2gether, clearer and clearer, and finally the greatest strike! Cool!! Then han xiao jie and I went shopping! haha
so next week I will start working as an EXCO member: Awareness and Welfare Education officer for PAWS..haha...so exciting abt that!
hmm...actually now I am juz typing at the com lab, and waiting for giving a speech later...I am running for the vice precident for Chinese Society...hehe, 8 ppl competed for the same position, so competitive! but maybe this is the right environment, coz it helps me realize I need to do sth. innovative, and I must let the voters trust me and vote me in! anyways...no matter the results, as long as I try my best, i wont regret...life is full of challenges...haha, happiness and sadness 2gether...but what matters is I keep pursuing happiness~
yesterday when He Xuan tried to encourage me, and wished me all the best for 2day's speech..she told me sth. which I never realized..haha, she said that "you noe, Jin Zheng! there is a particular charactor which makes us love you! You always make people who talk with or work with you feel that they are important...and this feeling is not fake u know, this is ur true charactor...you make us feel we are important, and we trust u! and u are always a great friend to talk with! We trust you already, so now you must trust yourself! Go for it!"
haha...that was really touching! All the best for me! and Good luck as well!
Week 9 is going to end! woohoo!
Pirates will be shown on 24th of May...and will watch it soon! and Silicon Valley trip is not far away either! haha, in my life there are always good things to expect!
Monday, 14 May 2007
abt the econs test...
nvm lah...the more I read the notes, the more headache I will have!!! The notes are juz disgusting!!!! ahh... I really don wanna screw up my econs test this time again!!! but seems hopeless!!! okies...lemme juz tell myself tt...after tt 45 mins, I will be back to normal again....
I juz wanna do H3 in econs, I must like it!!! Someone save me... I really wanna do well in econs, really really...
hehe..things happning ..hmm, yesterday..haha, yup...received a call from Bryan! haha..he is really nice!! he said tt the exco election results for PAWS out already...two people who run for presidents, one is the president, the other is the vice...(I was running for vice president, so this means I am not the one lar)..then I started to feel sad already, plus his tone is also a bit emo...haha, then he later tole me tt "Jin Zheng, are you alone? or r u with ur frenz?" then I started to think...what kind of qn was he asking!! then I juz said "u juz told me what you wanna say lar..."..then he started his long long stories: "hmm..for the 6 positions, I am so sori tt you are not in any of them...its really sad, but we must do according to the votes..the two girls won the top two votes, so must give them the pres and the vice pre....hehe, so this is the bad new lah...but but I have another gd news to tell u...haha, since all of us think that you are so capable..haha, so we create a new exco position for you...then this position is called Welfare I/C..haha, so surprised???" wat de....haha, he told me the bad news first, then prepared me for a big surprise!!! haha...
don noe what 2 say already...haha, but but... its really happy to be an exco member, then I can contribute more and more...muz make PAWS a better then ever CCA in VJ's history!!!
hehe..then treated Z.N. sushi dinner at....cant rmbr the place already..hehe, food not that nice, but we enjoyed the conversation, later Z.N. passed me the money, then I juz took it!!!! haha..its money!!! especially now I am quite short of money lol... but...on the way back, he wanted the money back!!! then this is where the fun came in!! haha, ... Z.N.'s logic make me feel a bit guilty to take his money, but my stand wont move!! I will not return the money back to him!!!!
haha..the conversation and all the arguments that we both raised are really fun!! and this is really a time when I didnt think of my foot pain and enjoyed walking!
hehe..started to think abt all my friends leaving for China during the June break...then I will be the only one that is left..SAD!!!
haha..but luckily still got frenz to study with me!! haha..mugging for a few days for being a gd studnet? Sure thing!! No prob!
2 mores weeks to go!
I juz wanna do H3 in econs, I must like it!!! Someone save me... I really wanna do well in econs, really really...
hehe..things happning ..hmm, yesterday..haha, yup...received a call from Bryan! haha..he is really nice!! he said tt the exco election results for PAWS out already...two people who run for presidents, one is the president, the other is the vice...(I was running for vice president, so this means I am not the one lar)..then I started to feel sad already, plus his tone is also a bit emo...haha, then he later tole me tt "Jin Zheng, are you alone? or r u with ur frenz?" then I started to think...what kind of qn was he asking!! then I juz said "u juz told me what you wanna say lar..."..then he started his long long stories: "hmm..for the 6 positions, I am so sori tt you are not in any of them...its really sad, but we must do according to the votes..the two girls won the top two votes, so must give them the pres and the vice pre....hehe, so this is the bad new lah...but but I have another gd news to tell u...haha, since all of us think that you are so capable..haha, so we create a new exco position for you...then this position is called Welfare I/C..haha, so surprised???" wat de....haha, he told me the bad news first, then prepared me for a big surprise!!! haha...
don noe what 2 say already...haha, but but... its really happy to be an exco member, then I can contribute more and more...muz make PAWS a better then ever CCA in VJ's history!!!
hehe..then treated Z.N. sushi dinner at....cant rmbr the place already..hehe, food not that nice, but we enjoyed the conversation, later Z.N. passed me the money, then I juz took it!!!! haha..its money!!! especially now I am quite short of money lol... but...on the way back, he wanted the money back!!! then this is where the fun came in!! haha, ... Z.N.'s logic make me feel a bit guilty to take his money, but my stand wont move!! I will not return the money back to him!!!!
haha..the conversation and all the arguments that we both raised are really fun!! and this is really a time when I didnt think of my foot pain and enjoyed walking!
hehe..started to think abt all my friends leaving for China during the June break...then I will be the only one that is left..SAD!!!
haha..but luckily still got frenz to study with me!! haha..mugging for a few days for being a gd studnet? Sure thing!! No prob!
2 mores weeks to go!
Friday, 11 May 2007
video changed!
well..juz came back from Chinese Drama Nite rehearsal..!!
Later 2day at 7:30 p.m. will be the actual performance..
hehe..I actually didnt do lots of things..except composing a song for this performance, and this song will be played at the end..haha, not bad not bad..
Foot becomes better..not painful already, but juz looks very serious...I am thinking of seeing the doc again, and ask for some excused from P.E....coz don think I can do running next week...
changed the video on my blog already...this time is the..haha..nice music to listen... and nice MV to watch as well~
Later 2day at 7:30 p.m. will be the actual performance
hehe..I actually didnt do lots of things..except composing a song for this performance, and this song will be played at the end..haha, not bad not bad..
Foot becomes better..not painful already, but juz looks very serious...I am thinking of seeing the doc again, and ask for some excused from P.E....coz don think I can do running next week...
changed the video on my blog already...this time is the
Tuesday, 8 May 2007
!
hmm...these days quite unlucky....
Left foot twisted last Sunday..then at that night went to Changi Hospital to take X-ray..luckily its not a fracture! so can still walk..
hehe....got 5 day MC for this...but no use! coz 2day I need to go 2 sch. to set down our grp's GPP..then need to do research abt EOM, since the hostel's network seems to spoil again..tmw still need to go to sch for Chem SPA...ahh...then Thursday, is Chinese Drama Nite's final rehearsal!! so still need to be present....so Friday is the day that is left only..but Friday evening is the Drama Nite...so seems tt this 5-day MC is not fully utilized..
nvm nvm.... I will surely be able to survive de..
hehe...received my Econs test assignment juz now...and I didnt pass!!! hehe...Mrs Chua saw my facial expression...and said that in JC life..failing is very very very common!! hehe.... but its really quite...don noe what 2 say...ahh... I helped Lin Ying w her assignment, and she got 17/25, but I failed! How to explain this!! unbelievable..
hmm.. remember what Han xiao jie has told me:" In JC, there will always be things that are unexpected....what u need to do is to feel easy abt yourself..then you will soon become much better! "
haha...despite the fact that so far i can only walk w one foot, everything else is fine...jiayous!
2.6 more weeks to endure~
Left foot twisted last Sunday..then at that night went to Changi Hospital to take X-ray..luckily its not a fracture! so can still walk..
hehe....got 5 day MC for this...but no use! coz 2day I need to go 2 sch. to set down our grp's GPP..then need to do research abt EOM, since the hostel's network seems to spoil again..tmw still need to go to sch for Chem SPA...ahh...then Thursday, is Chinese Drama Nite's final rehearsal!! so still need to be present....so Friday is the day that is left only..but Friday evening is the Drama Nite...so seems tt this 5-day MC is not fully utilized..
nvm nvm.... I will surely be able to survive de..
hehe...received my Econs test assignment juz now...and I didnt pass!!! hehe...Mrs Chua saw my facial expression...and said that in JC life..failing is very very very common!! hehe.... but its really quite...don noe what 2 say...ahh... I helped Lin Ying w her assignment, and she got 17/25, but I failed! How to explain this!! unbelievable..
hmm.. remember what Han xiao jie has told me:" In JC, there will always be things that are unexpected....what u need to do is to feel easy abt yourself..then you will soon become much better! "
haha...despite the fact that so far i can only walk w one foot, everything else is fine...jiayous!
2.6 more weeks to endure~
Sunday, 6 May 2007
Hmm...
2day woke up at 10 plus..then started doing hw...hehe.... set a timeline for myself, and did according to it...and found out tt it was soo efficient...
hmm..lemme see....finish my thermochem tutorials, maths transformation of graphs extra practices, physics oscillation qns up to Q6...then finally finished reading econs notes...but need to reread tmw...
very sleepy in e afternoon...so slept from 1500 until 1900...I wonder how I could sleep 4 so long!! after tt..wanna start writing my article abt the interview w jie ru, then if can finish early, I would do my research on EOM....but later found out tt this plan was unrealistic...coz after bathing... I talked w mum thru Skype, later talked w Joel and Umesh abt GPP...seems tt they were quite confused w the tasks delegated....then after all these, it was 10 p.m. plus already...so finally I started writing the essay...ahh...so difficult to write!
haha...so now is 1:25 a.m. ..but I am not sleepy at all...is it becoz I slept too much in e afternoon? I don noe..but one thing for sure...that is I finished writing my article and sent to my editor already!! maybe next week my article would get published..then I would get $30 for tt...then I could use the money to watch movies!! woohoo... Spiderman III and Pirates of Carribean.. (hope the spelling is correct).. I am looking forward 2 these two movies!
Juz realized tt my U.S. Silicon Valley trip is juz 25 days away!! haha...cant wait to go for the trip!! Disneyland, Apple, Google, Intel, Microsoft, Stamford, California Berkeley..haha!!!! So many things 2 expect.!! and so much preparation to do! but nvm.... all the expectations will be worthwhile!!
hmm..come back to the reality....next week will be the toughest!! Chinese drama nite is on Friday..SPA on Wed. , econs test on Thurs. and plus GPP & EOM due on Wed...but its okay, its all rite..one thing for sure, that is I surely won die, and I will be able to survive!! haha... after next week, my sky will be full of sunshine!! haha.. movies, outings, shoppings...
later will go out w Z.N. to study Econs...haha, gonna make a big mindmap for Market Struture..Many ppl say tt chapter is very difficult..but juz lemme try..and I will learn tt well!
received a cute photo of myself from X.J...haha, she took it long long time ago, and sent to me 2day...hmm... sometimes photos may not be gd representations of myself lol..coz the girl in tt photo looks very sweet.... but I think I am not... >.<...
hmm..lemme see....finish my thermochem tutorials, maths transformation of graphs extra practices, physics oscillation qns up to Q6...then finally finished reading econs notes...but need to reread tmw...
very sleepy in e afternoon...so slept from 1500 until 1900...I wonder how I could sleep 4 so long!! after tt..wanna start writing my article abt the interview w jie ru, then if can finish early, I would do my research on EOM....but later found out tt this plan was unrealistic...coz after bathing... I talked w mum thru Skype, later talked w Joel and Umesh abt GPP...seems tt they were quite confused w the tasks delegated....then after all these, it was 10 p.m. plus already...so finally I started writing the essay...ahh...so difficult to write!
haha...so now is 1:25 a.m. ..but I am not sleepy at all...is it becoz I slept too much in e afternoon? I don noe..but one thing for sure...that is I finished writing my article and sent to my editor already!! maybe next week my article would get published..then I would get $30 for tt...then I could use the money to watch movies!! woohoo... Spiderman III and Pirates of Carribean.. (hope the spelling is correct).. I am looking forward 2 these two movies!
Juz realized tt my U.S. Silicon Valley trip is juz 25 days away!! haha...cant wait to go for the trip!! Disneyland, Apple, Google, Intel, Microsoft, Stamford, California Berkeley..haha!!!! So many things 2 expect.!! and so much preparation to do! but nvm.... all the expectations will be worthwhile!!
hmm..come back to the reality....next week will be the toughest!! Chinese drama nite is on Friday..SPA on Wed. , econs test on Thurs. and plus GPP & EOM due on Wed...but its okay, its all rite..one thing for sure, that is I surely won die, and I will be able to survive!! haha... after next week, my sky will be full of sunshine!! haha.. movies, outings, shoppings...
later will go out w Z.N. to study Econs...haha, gonna make a big mindmap for Market Struture..Many ppl say tt chapter is very difficult..but juz lemme try..and I will learn tt well!
received a cute photo of myself from X.J...haha, she took it long long time ago, and sent to me 2day...hmm... sometimes photos may not be gd representations of myself lol..coz the girl in tt photo looks very sweet.... but I think I am not... >.<...
Friday, 4 May 2007
Things are going fast again...
hmm...after all the drama preparations..I actually had a real break for one day...slept for 5-6 hours..hehe, so now feel quite refreshed and energetic again...although there are so many things to do!! Econs test next Thursday(must read notes once again), 4 sets of Physics and Chemistry tutorials by next Tuesday, and sum more maths tutorials, physics and chem SPA next week!!! ...and the most terrible thing: need to do GPP and EOM for PW!! ahh....okies..next Wed. is the deadline..and our grp finally made the decision of what event to organize juz now...hehe, so feel less nervous already... tmw need to go to Sandra's house to finish the GPP, so tt after this, our grp members can start to do EOM...juz hope tt everything will be fine..and hopefully I will be able to do all the tutorials and finish revisions...although I think I don have enuf time..
hehe...C.Q. is having mid-yr exams...hehe, sec 4 students...busy busy! haha.. but u surely can do it lar!!! all the best! Z.N. is still struggling btw school work and student council's staff.. Must Take care and don worry abt me le...I am fine!! X.J. is recovering already...yesterday when I saw her, I felt tt she became much much better...hmm..there are always some failurs in life..but whats important is to look ahead..coz there are more things to expect!!
Seems tt M.Y. is quite upset abt the tests and all the work...hehe, whenever we wanna give up..juz endure some more time and we would feel tt every difficulty that we once encountered was actually not tt difficult and tedious...haha, after all these, I am sure u will have the determination to do well in ur mid-yrs!! Self-esteem!
haha... talked w han xiaojie already...we 2 will go and watch Spiderman III after Chinese drama nite ends!! she is also very happy abt tt!! haha..wo men shi hao jie mei!!
Jiayouz for all my gd frenz!! Week 7 finally ended!!
hehe...C.Q. is having mid-yr exams...hehe, sec 4 students...busy busy! haha.. but u surely can do it lar!!! all the best! Z.N. is still struggling btw school work and student council's staff.. Must Take care and don worry abt me le...I am fine!! X.J. is recovering already...yesterday when I saw her, I felt tt she became much much better...hmm..there are always some failurs in life..but whats important is to look ahead..coz there are more things to expect!!
Seems tt M.Y. is quite upset abt the tests and all the work...hehe, whenever we wanna give up..juz endure some more time and we would feel tt every difficulty that we once encountered was actually not tt difficult and tedious...haha, after all these, I am sure u will have the determination to do well in ur mid-yrs!! Self-esteem!
haha... talked w han xiaojie already...we 2 will go and watch Spiderman III after Chinese drama nite ends!! she is also very happy abt tt!! haha..wo men shi hao jie mei!!
Jiayouz for all my gd frenz!! Week 7 finally ended!!
Tuesday, 1 May 2007
For the Sake of Friendship
things tt happened yesterday:
didnt sleep thruout the whole nite...havent recovered from the hurt...hehe, prepare 4 so long..but the results turned to be sad....
hmm... 2day quite tired due to lack of sleep...but slept 4 hrs in the evening..so feeling much better now~ The only pity was I didnt manage to watch Spiderman III...and also I couldnt make Z.N. get rid of his terrible situation, abt being over-irritated by receiving 100 plus calls and numerous really disgusting sms from a single person...How can this guy do this?? is it disturbing Z.N. all the time really makes u happy??? sigh....feeling so helpless.. >.<
BUT BUT BUT...Everything will be fine... as long as we don give up! hehe, I noe this might be a very weak argument...
tmw gonna interview Jie Ru abt her wushu...
3 more weeks to go...
All the best to all my frenz! :D
didnt sleep thruout the whole nite...havent recovered from the hurt...hehe, prepare 4 so long..but the results turned to be sad....
hmm... 2day quite tired due to lack of sleep...but slept 4 hrs in the evening..so feeling much better now~ The only pity was I didnt manage to watch Spiderman III...and also I couldnt make Z.N. get rid of his terrible situation, abt being over-irritated by receiving 100 plus calls and numerous really disgusting sms from a single person...How can this guy do this?? is it disturbing Z.N. all the time really makes u happy??? sigh....feeling so helpless.. >.<
BUT BUT BUT...Everything will be fine... as long as we don give up! hehe, I noe this might be a very weak argument...
tmw gonna interview Jie Ru abt her wushu...
3 more weeks to go...
All the best to all my frenz! :D
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