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Someone told me that when we are caring about others, it does not show whether we treat them as friends, because this action only shows that we are nice ppl. And if someone does anything which u appreciate a lot, that also doesnt necessarily mean that they treat u as friend, becoz it only shows they are nice.

well...I quite disagree with this point of view. To me, I only care about ppl whom I treat as friends. And for those ppl that I dont really care, I will still be nice to them. Hence, no matter they are friends or not, I will juz treat ppl as nicely as I could. But it is only friends that I will feel deeply sad when they are hurt, I will be happy if they have any gd news 2 share, and the saddest case is when my friends no longer need me to listen to their stories.

Everyone has his or her own definition of being nice. Hence, if anybody did anything that is quite bad to u, u really can not complain a lot, becoz they are juz not as nice as u expected them to be. So what is the solution??

hehe...maybe the best way u can do is to have a ping chang xin.. coz no matter wat happened, things will finally work out. Anyway, the world is like this..Everybody has his or her own personal concerns, so maybe we juz wait until our friends have solved their problems, then sooner or later they will come back to us...

Friendship will only sustain if we believe in the importance of it. Sometimes this belief takes time, and some enduring process also.

I always learn somethings from daily experiences. And I still believe that one day I will finally be able to manage any unexpected challenges in my life.

p.s.: Revision muz start soon! Tmr??

:)

WR Draft 1 feedback not bad not bad...at least no need any major changes, and structure is coherent! hmm... at least my efforts to outline the whole WR were acknowledged..haha! feel quite happy!

This week is finally over, lack of sleep, too much homework, all these make me feel liky dying...haha..but but at least I endure it! and become more stress-resistant! hooray~

Next week is Week 10...thinking of finish as many tutorials as possible, so next week can start some revision...

wells...always feel pissed off by ZW lor, watever he says doesnt make sense at all, play jokes on me, then laugh at his own jokes, wow!!! sooo interesting huh! >.< then ask me to do the whole PW section for him, do hw, write teachers'day card!! Hey! I am not a servant okay???? I dont like those China jokes, although I must admit that China indeed has soo many problems...The reason tt they speak dialects in front of me was to watch me look confused, then laugh at me coz I dont understand wat they are talking abt...haix..really dont noe how to comment abt them alr..

I noe they are juz joking only...but I think joking also has sum limits..

Hopefully the situation can be improved from now on..if not, next time when they want to borrow my tutorials, or go for grp studying, no way!

wow

haha...when was the last time tt I did blogging?? seems tt its been such a long time..

well..my blog is not dying...it is still alive!! and i promise I will treat it better and better from now on....wont abandon it~

these days feel quite depressing.. I am always quite confident abt myself..thinking tt no matter how busy I am, I will always be able to finish all my tasks,constantly improve my efficienty, and getting gd feedbacks as well.. but the results are juz not as expected..and I do feel tired..and I do get disappointed at what I did..finally realize sth. very important...although we always say tt sometimes we need to push ourselves, to force ourselves to do things, but we should never push too far...if it is really beyond my ultimate ability to finish everything in time, maybe I juz let myself have a deep breath...

classmates say that I am a cheerful person...haha..sometimes yes, sometimes no, I can always cheer up another person, when I myself was deeply sad...haha..When I was soo stressed, and really upset abt those incomplete things, I do hope tt people around me can really understand my difficulties and terrible situation, so that they noe that I am now at my limits already.. but but...sometimes the words that they say...really hurt.. well...at least they are not the ppl that I care, so didnt get hurt too much.. hmm...so try to bear with them and try my best to listen to them bah, watever tasks they give me...I will prove that I am able to finish them well...

feel that at times it is really difficult for me to make friends with other scholars...soo complicated.

haha.. but luckily through all these experiences, i can always learn sth. gd! I am an optimistic person~

well..this blog entry shouldnt be a sad one...so sum happy news to share with all or u..: These days... Got the highest GP essay score tt I have ever had...32/50...can go beyond 30 alr..its a gd sign! Hmm...got a first price in the national environmental science competition..this one and half year terrible project finally had a gd result..luckily my group didnt disappoint our teachers and mentors..

Although I am a free thinker, I always have this firm belief: if we do sth. gd to the environment,to the ppl around us, to raise funds for those less forunate ppl, or juz help an old lady pay a small amount of money, who didnt have enuf for the stuff she bought in the supermarket....in one way or another, we will noe that the things we did are worthing our efforts, and sooner or later..sth. gd will come to us.

我想超越这平凡的生活...就注定现在开始漂泊.

Ppl around me all recommended me to watch , saying tt it is a must-see movie, especially for those ppl who are pro. in playing the piano...hee hee..well..about the "pro." part i am not sure, but becoz I am iso nterested in playing that instrument, I muz go and watch it.

So 2day..hahaz..finally! Watch the movie with Z.S., we havent met each other for dont noe how long already, and 2day is actually for sum chitchating, we never expected to watch movie..hehe..I juz finished doing sum CIP in the afternoon, feeling tired..then after we met at Bedok Library, I saw ppl reading the critiques of the movie, then juz can not stop wondering about what the movie plot is like..haha..thx to Z.S., who immediately supported my random idea of going to Tempanies to watch movie instead of mugging..during the movie, we ate lots of things...so after tt, really so full, couldnt have dinner alr...so juz bought sum cheese cakes and bubble tea, then sat down and juz chitchat sum more..

hehe..abt the movie! Jay Chou never disappointed me...his movies, his piano skills, his music..everything was surprising me again and again...haha.. I really enjoyed the movie, and I believe this movie actually changed some of my views about love.

well...Heard tt his new album will be released next month..got 13 new songs inside..haha..cant wait to hear his wonderful music~

Next week is another busy week...got sum competition presentation, some results releasing as well as PW..ehh...

hehe..but luckily I figured out an important point..that is..no matter how difficult things seem to be, enuf endurance will finally make things work out...haha...juz give myself a try, and see how far I can strive..

Last week spent abt 4 hrs making a birthday gift, but unfortunately the one that received it had no reaction at all, not even a "thank u" kind of thingy..hurt my feeling lah... hehe...so juz hope that maybe some time later, maybe next week...my efforts can at least get acknowledged and maybe some change can occur...

well..back to PWing...

What I have learnt these days

Donna Lewis - At The Beginning

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through
Now here we are, I’m suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I’ve been waiting so long
Nothing’s gonna tear us apart

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Yeah

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep going on

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you


After the service leaning venture that I went thru during these one month...I met soo many frends from different schools, and we stayed 2gether, worked with each other, and finally we did a great job!!
Haha..yup..its only a beginning....and we are going to start out on a journey!
And no matter wat obstacles we are going to face....nothing is going to stop us from doing sth. gd for the society~