Hooray!

Hooray!! wow!! I juz spent abt 4 hours packing everything in my room....After watching my roomates spending 2 or 3 days packing her staff, I really felt proud of myself!! haha..thats called "efficiency"..

well..some staff put in big boxes, others put in my luggages to be carried back home..now I am sitting on one of the chairs, looking around, haha...not enirely an empty room, but to me..I subconsciously noe that almost every drawer now is empty! ya..I reali feel soooo accomplished! No one could imagine a gal would get soo high at abt 1a.m. in the morning!

oh maybe its because when I am packing, I feel that I am one step nearer to my home! hehe...all of my other roommates left for China abt 1 month ago, and for this 30+ days, maybe its because I could only stay at home for soo few days that I appreciate it sooo much...

Yup...having sth. to be looked forward to is always Great! It gives me hope almost in every area of my life!

Cheers!

Yup...today I went for Kbox with two close friends...ehh...How to say...I realized that different ppl really sing differently...haha..J.N. is really not bad at singing, but she juz got this little problem which I really couldnt tolerate at all...sori lah..To a "music person" like me, the tune muz be correct mah..haha..anyways..I gonna teach her the tunes for some songs, coz She's going to join MusicFest next yr! hehe..hope that she can get experinece from that lor~

Then we went to eat Carls' Jr (hope the spelling is correct)...a really nice lunch, especially after we got sooo tired and hungry after singing...After tt, we went for shopping..hahaz..J.N. and H.X. are really crazy abt cosmetics, and while I was looking at them, very blur abt wat they were doing, these two gals kept talking abt different brands...OMG! I realy saw stars while they used various terms! haha..maybe I can learn sth. from them from now on...anyways, I am also a gal! hehe..so should noe sum of this bah...

After I went back to hostel, Z.N. came as well, and then he treated me a dinner! ehh..I juz had a big burger at 3p.m. plus, and at 6 sth., I am going to eat a big dinner again!! Ahh...my weight!!! well..but having a treat is always a nice thing!

Later I went for Bible Study at the Riverwalk...ehh...ended dinner soo late, and took a taxi to go there..TRAFFIC JAM! I was sooo worried because I think I would miss most of the lesson alr..and..ya correct...by the time I went there, I juz sat there, stoned abt 10 mins, then it ended!!!! ehh...then I took abt 1 hr to go back..hehe...then kept packing until now...

so today, oh no, yesterday was really a rushing day~ But things are not that bad, are they? At least now when I started to think abt it, I noe wat I did and wat I had finished...hehe..yup, not bad not bad.

NTU research is going on well. Thank God~

Thats abt it..Feel tired now..gonna bathe and sleep sleep sleep...

=)

p.s.: I finally found out which song I was best at singing! yup...if next time I go kbox again, I will sing that song first! Surely can impress lots of ppl!! heehee..

ya!

haha..these days, I felt refreshed everyday.. yup...everyday is a new day...when u wake up in the morning and open your eyes, juz tell urself that today is gonna be exciting day, then it will be! hahaz...

Actually, last week I was always sooo depressed abt my poor time management skills..seems that I dint do much things, and time really flies...I felt reali bad abt this, sometimes complained a lot to my frends, magnifying watever problems I was having...my doubts started to overwhelm me...and I felt reali lost...

but but...after last Sat.'s service, I had this good feeling that I could start a new life again...hehe...yup, watever dream that has previously been killed by all kinds of funny reasons, lets juz pick the dream up once again, coz as long as I believe in Him, I can realize all my dream. Yup, it might be difficult, might be soooo arduous that dreamkillers can easily destroy everything...but its not impossible, yup, with God, everything is possible. To be more than a conquerer in life is not an easy task also, but its not impossible, so lemme refresh myself, restore my hope, go down this new path, and be a living tesimony for ppl to share~


So pouring out the bitterness inside our heart, and let Jesus stay inside forever and ever.

I like my life. Life has never been sooo wonderful~

Ten mores days to go

Ten more working days to go..
Ten more trips to NTU!

hehe...hope this research project will end successfully~

I wanna go back home...4th of Dec, looking forward to that day!

haha

haha... past week was a really tiring week.. I found out that doing experiment was actually okay, but its becoz Pu En and I took soo long to get to NTU and get back that we were sooo tired...

yup, today I had zaobao meeting in the afternoon...then went out with Z.N. to Orchard..he suddenly became sooo nice hah...yup, maybe knowing that I am now trying my very best to make a sacrifice, saving money for church, he decided to treat me nice food! haha..feel blessed! yup yup.. the desert was really fantastic~ haha..then he talked abt the difficulties he is facing now when he is trying to date with the gal, haha..then I gave sum suggestions..well.. I think he's gonna make it lah~ Should have sum experience de. I often feel quite good to talk to Z.N., coz he can always pinpoint to my weakness in dealing with certain kind of things, and gave me suggestions..well..sometimes the feeling was not that good lah..feel like being criticized..hehe...but I think good friends will always admonish each other, then progress along. Yup..I think thats my perception of a truly trustable friend.

then he went to watch movie....well.I am saving money now, so I dint go with him for the movie, I went back..36 bus was sooo crowdy..sigh..juz as I sat in the bus, wondering when I could reach hostel, I had this feeling that maybe next week, my NTU research attachment would be more relaxing..hehe.. and prayed for that on the bus.

Then when I went back to hostel, I received Pu En's SMS..haha..saying that Derrick is going to have sum exams, so need to prepare a lot of things, so actually the trip to NTU will start from this coming Thursday! Hooray!!! Finally have sum time to study SAT and related stuff, finally have sum time to relax a bit, recharge myself and be more excited over the project!

haha..so my prayer was answered..and recently I am praying for my mother's health, and 2day I received her message, saying that she is now feeling better and better..

You are awesome in this place, Mighty God.
You are awesome in this place, Abba Father.
I can do all things through You, who strengthens me always.

So lemme juz follow the holy spirit, and be a person that He wants me to do.

p.s.: Jay Chou's <蒲公英的约定> is sooo nice..
"与你聊不完的曾经,
而我已经分不清,
你是友情...还是错过的爱情."

woohoo.

So..these days..I have been undergoing a research project at NTU...its under YDSP, Young Defence Scientists Programme...hmm...I am actually trying to develop a gas sensor, which can detect poisonous gas and its percentage in a specific area, this is in the sense for military use.

hmm...well...althou going to NTU almost everyday from morning to evening is really a torturing experience...I still like this project~ My partner Pu En is soooo nice, as long as she is with me, I noe the task wont be that tough. My mentor...well..a ph.D student under a professor, is also a very approachable person!!!! He understands that so far, Pu En and I havent learnt lots of things abt chem, so he really taught us from the beginning to the end. A patient guy! haha...and when i am in NTU, I dont really feel uncomfortable...people are very friendly there!!! haha..so...well...altho the project is difficult, I am gonna continue!

These day, my class has this chalet thingy....4 days 3 nights at Aloha Resort..haha..I cant stay there overnight le...everyday I muz come back to hostel and manage sum research stuff...but I joined them yesterday evening for the Steamboat dinner..haha...its fantastic! We talked a lot and a lot, and almost the whole class stayed in the room, eating together. Miss Ding, Mr Lee, Mr Lim were all with us! I will miss that moment!

anyways..I hope there will be more and more class outings coming up next yr, althou by then we will be facing "A-levels"...next year I will try my best to join every class outing!

well..so thats abt it. Today is Public Holiday, I am now trying to look for sum Korean TV episodes to watch...heehee...I love them!

Enjoy!

oh..btw...I am reali looking forward to Jay Chou's new album!

If God is with you, nothing can be against you.