haha...when was the last time tt I did blogging?? seems tt its been such a long time..
well..my blog is not dying...it is still alive!! and i promise I will treat it better and better from now on....wont abandon it~
these days feel quite depressing.. I am always quite confident abt myself..thinking tt no matter how busy I am, I will always be able to finish all my tasks,constantly improve my efficienty, and getting gd feedbacks as well.. but the results are juz not as expected..and I do feel tired..and I do get disappointed at what I did..finally realize sth. very important...although we always say tt sometimes we need to push ourselves, to force ourselves to do things, but we should never push too far...if it is really beyond my ultimate ability to finish everything in time, maybe I juz let myself have a deep breath...
classmates say that I am a cheerful person...haha..sometimes yes, sometimes no, I can always cheer up another person, when I myself was deeply sad...haha..When I was soo stressed, and really upset abt those incomplete things, I do hope tt people around me can really understand my difficulties and terrible situation, so that they noe that I am now at my limits already.. but but...sometimes the words that they say...really hurt.. well...at least they are not the ppl that I care, so didnt get hurt too much.. hmm...so try to bear with them and try my best to listen to them bah, watever tasks they give me...I will prove that I am able to finish them well...
feel that at times it is really difficult for me to make friends with other scholars...soo complicated.
haha.. but luckily through all these experiences, i can always learn sth. gd! I am an optimistic person~
well..this blog entry shouldnt be a sad one...so sum happy news to share with all or u..: These days... Got the highest GP essay score tt I have ever had...32/50...can go beyond 30 alr..its a gd sign! Hmm...got a first price in the national environmental science competition..this one and half year terrible project finally had a gd result..luckily my group didnt disappoint our teachers and mentors..
Although I am a free thinker, I always have this firm belief: if we do sth. gd to the environment,to the ppl around us, to raise funds for those less forunate ppl, or juz help an old lady pay a small amount of money, who didnt have enuf for the stuff she bought in the supermarket....in one way or another, we will noe that the things we did are worthing our efforts, and sooner or later..sth. gd will come to us.
我想超越这平凡的生活...就注定现在开始漂泊.
About Me
- The Pursuit of Happiness
- I am a typical Aries! Like to smile and to be cheerful.. always try my very best to achieve my goals! like to make friends -- friends are the most important element in my life...(yup, so far its true!) Like to encourage others to move on, like to help others, (and I do believe tt that is how one can find his or her true value...)I ENJOY playing the piano, and can juz play anything with both hands after I hear any piece of music, this is really sth. I am very proud of..and I listen to music whenever its possible..hmm.. sometimes I am a little bit sensitive, and often think over things so much tt I am afraid to move forward..but..life is full of opportunities and challenges, so juz try my best and find out what is the meaning of life..I am always pursuing happiness..
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