I almost went outing everyday...hahaz...after exams, life is really much much better~
well...these days, I have experienced an emotional change...haha, thanks to C.Q., I feel better and better, and also thanks to his support for whatever decision I made..and I think I will never regret my choice...
Z.N. said tt he is always inspired by my great determination to success no matter how hard it is, but it seems tt he couldnt find this on me anymore..he said maybe I feel like there are soo many excellent students around both of us, and they study so well, and so competitive..and seems tt we will never catch up with them...all of them make me feel depressed...well..this is quite true..but I know one thing for sure..that is...I will never lose~ gonna find my determination back!
Today started doing tutorials, reading notes etc...and gonna start prepare TOEFL and SAT pretty soon...there is not enuf time to slack anymore..I think for the next few months, I will work harder~
mid-yr results are going to release soon....nervous~
finished reading a novel yesterday, and the following conversations made me feel touched:
"Have u told u abt the tension of opposites?"
"The tension of opposites?"
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do onething, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted......A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
"Sounds like a wrestling match"
"A wrestling match...Yes! U could describe life that way."
"hmm..So which side wins?"
"Love wins.. Love always wins."
haha...so love is the only rational act? Maybe...
About Me
- The Pursuit of Happiness
- I am a typical Aries! Like to smile and to be cheerful.. always try my very best to achieve my goals! like to make friends -- friends are the most important element in my life...(yup, so far its true!) Like to encourage others to move on, like to help others, (and I do believe tt that is how one can find his or her true value...)I ENJOY playing the piano, and can juz play anything with both hands after I hear any piece of music, this is really sth. I am very proud of..and I listen to music whenever its possible..hmm.. sometimes I am a little bit sensitive, and often think over things so much tt I am afraid to move forward..but..life is full of opportunities and challenges, so juz try my best and find out what is the meaning of life..I am always pursuing happiness..
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