but now....they have finished their university admission exams....and I think both of them will go to top universities in China, but maybe will be very far apart...originally...i was supposd to fly back to China during this June holidays, and this might be my last chance to see them.. but I later changed my mind....coz I dont think i can concentrate on my studies in China lor..so I decided to stay here, and be a gd student~....so does it mean tt...for me, friendship is less important then studies??? .ehh....I juz had this idea when I was on the bus on the way back from doing CIP..hehe...this thought really made me feel quite....unexpected!...hmm...so maybe the next time i can meet them is after my "A"s...I will have a long time 2 stay in China, then can go from city to city to find them..and maybe by then, the three of us...once the best buddies in China..will have a lot to talk abt!
well...2day went to AMK to do CIP...asking ppl to donate money for the mentally disabled childen...a MINDS project...hehe...i once went to MINDS 2 see the children, and really..after tt, I felt so lucky tt I could go to sch. as a normal person, and could get relatively gd academic results..but for those children...its not tt they dont want to be gd, its like they don have the ability to be a normal student.....they are so less fortunate...so I think tt this time, I need to do sth. for them, even though by the time I signed up for this volunteering thing, the organizer already said tt this time there were no CIP hours given....hehe, but I still think this whole day was worthy!! although I could only collect very little money...well...but it will make a difference!!! collect abt $100 in total, so hopefully tt amount of money will help the children in one way or another..
feeling really tired after the CIP....It took me soo long to come back....and wats worse...I have a lot of topics to study at night...but there is nothing to complain~
So lemme go and get sum fruits to eat...then start my mugging 2day~!
p.s.: friends are coming back again..I miss C.Q. sooo much!!
Z.N. and I never contacted each other during this month...I am starting to feel insecure again...hmm...heard from sum rumours saying tt he got a gf since this Feb...hehe...well..although I dont believe its true, I still somehow admit this fact...but but.....does it mean tt becoz he has a gf, he will stop talking to any other gals, including sum gd frendz?? this is soooo wierd....
Dont think too much....Study!

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